Wednesday, February 23, 2011, 8:46 PM
Im BAKKK!Is a new yearrr!!!!
LOLS..
So long nbr post!!Bleaxh!
okok Geraldine i sorry i call yu idoit..
me take bak my words~
Friends~(:
Arghhhhh!!!
recently...
alot of shit happen
but i willing to let it go
and nbr patch with her
again..
I MEANT IT
AGAIN!
nbr!
EVER
EVER
EVER
PATCH
WITH
HER
AGAIN!
So
Broken now
and
i swear
this
is
the
last
time
!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahasz(:
6 weeks of ite..
i learnt nth.;(:
nth
nth
nth!!
weee~
i actually got nth to post derh lorh!
is SOMEMONE ASK ME TO REPOST!
arghhhh!! this blog so much memories..
heheheh~
wadeva!!
lalalalalalalalalalalalalaalala~
Saturday, November 27, 2010, 11:59 PM
Lalalalalala...Bak to posting...wohoooo!today was funnnnnplay poolyea wadeva-.-llstrill boringlolskanaa check by policeduring poolo.o...HAHASZ...i realized...after sayingwad i wanted to type ytd...in my blog...I FEEL SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER..now.. i dont feel de misery at allwohoo....nbr look down on baby steps...1 step 1 step..I WILL FORGET YU!and live my life wad i wanted to be...WEEE~SING IT WIF MENANANAANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANAlols!My Chemical Romance-NanaNa!..wee~tata~
Friday, November 26, 2010, 11:49 PM
Bak to posting...Lols.. nth to do..waiting forh vanessa to tok to me in msnguess she dont nid me entertain her after all..so scan back all my previous post...guessed wad...I CRIED..!!Lols!!Hahasz...tot i was over her...MAYB YU NOT THAT EAZY TO FORGET!!stupid geraldine...YEAI JUZ GONNA SAY YUR NAME OUT!I HATE YU FORH MAKING ME THIS HURTI FUCKING HATE YU YU NOE!but......i love you untill i dk wad is hate....whenever i think of yu..i shuld be habing anger...yes i cant deny i nbr get angry when i think abt yu..but it juz calm down... when i rmb the kiss yu kissed me...everytime..IT JUZ CALM DOWN.. LIKE MY DRUG!???I juz... keep missing yu..no matter how hard i erasing yu...yu juz get into every song i listen..and make me feel numb and pain...how am i gonna forget yu..i reali dk..i reali wished i couldright nowjuz buy a machinethaterased memoy..buti think i hab no choice but to take it slowly...iif all awhile.. yu want me to forget yu...i will....gib me time...No longer gonna post abt yu..so goodbye from my blog...may yu stay in my memory...i will get yu out soon!
Saturday, November 13, 2010, 10:44 PM
Bak to posting...juz realized losing 1 meihx hurts...lols!!nbm... mayb she will forgive me one day..Lols... wishes..hahaszokok...so life is pretty boring this few days..monday going forh an orantationfor a jobthat sells perfumewiff jun...hahasz..!boredboredbored...missing her more and more....wanting her to leave me..but she taken over me....somebody save me!! im drowning!!!LOLS!!...5 more days to graduation day cum vanessa bday!!.LOLS!!..i wearing a tie...hope so...LOLS...kay larh nth to post lerhshitty!!Dear meihx...im reali sorry yea...if wad i did was reali wrong..i reali sorry!25th~wad can i say???if i say im sorry forh everything yu will still come bak to me?LOLS...no right..dhen y am i still waiting outside yur heartwanting to enter againwhen i noe i am blacklisted??
Tuesday, November 9, 2010, 10:34 PM
To my dear nat meihx meihx...
i noe i noe is my fault that i kpkb...
so sorry~...
reali wish we nbr quarrel at all..
yu noe...
haix.... we bro and sis at least got a few months lerh barh..
amazing..we quarrel 3 times..
first time becauz of i break yu and yur stead...
haix...
dat time yu nbr ignore me...
yu still forgive me..
second time..
the longest time yu ever be mad at me..
1 month..
i think i lied to yu or smth....
hahasz....
in de end manage patch things up..
hahasz
now third time..
quarrel over bs...
haix...
too me rite
this quarrel is the most stupid one...
seriously...
but bo bian...
haix...
meihx ...
i kpkb becauz...
firstly...
dat ryan or smth...
attitude abit stinks..
already make me abit mad..
secondly...
me and my bro... playing a stratergy call baiting...
the person bait..
which is my bro
will lure yu all come out
while the camper
will shoot..
this is call the baiting technique..
i wanted to teach yu this
when i told yu i want teach yu to become somehow more pro in bs...
but.. before i can say anything..
we quarrelled..
yu may not noe... larh
but yu acutally meant alot to me although this few months all we noe is quarrel..
yu noe tons of my secrets..
yu noe i love hu de most..
yu noe i hate yu de most..
yu noe i actually crying when im not.
yu noe alot of things abt me...
is amazing how we get so closed withn a few months..
but...
if yu now say..
we throw it all away beccauz of a game quarrel..
is worth it...
then i got nth to say..
but... if yu think it not worth it..
pls accept my apologies..
korhx promised yu will not repeat again..
juz hope to tell yu that..
that technique...
is reali a technique..
yu ask anybody hu play fps.. game
even dota...
there will be bait and dhen we catch...
smth lyk dat...
reali hope yu forgive me...
I miss the way yu laugh at me and say HAHAHA NOOB~!
Lols....
sorry~
25th!! get out of my head!!! me and my princess promised each other we will forget the past today..
hope i can do it!!!
letting yu go...
but i will be missing yu....
cauz yu
changed me.. not to be that jealous anymore..
thanks!<33~
so i will return by letting yu go~...
Thursday, November 4, 2010, 11:20 PM
Hey bak to posting..My meihxmeihx....I dont wish becauz of her quarrel wif yu..i understand yu... yu understand me..is juz yu pushing things too far...there alot alot alot of reason why i nbr accept her...Of course if i tell yu the truth yu will fucking hate me..dat all i can say...So what im her first love??my first love oso nbr accept me??so??everybody hab first love...dat dosent mean everybody first love muz stead??meihx... if yu reali think i want hurt her..why will i still be single??I WILL GO AROUND ASK GIRLS NUMBER AND FUCKED THEIR HEARTS UPSIDE DOWN??but i nbr rite??yu noe me so long..yu shuld noe i dont mean toi dont want toI TRYING NOT TObut in the endthe turthWILL FOREVER BE THE TRUTH!wad yu want me to do?? yu tell me?ACCPET HER AND LIE TO HER I LOVE HER?to be exactTRUTH HURTSbut meihx!LIES WORST!I now loving her as a meihx...JUZ NOT CLOSED.yu dont think i wish to pull closer?JUZ EVERYTIME I NOE SHE LYK MEIT KINDA MAKE ME FEEL BAD ABT HURTING HER??yu reali think i nbr cry when i ignore her..YU THINK IT FEEL GOOD TO IGNORE SOMEONEPLS YU SHULD NOE I DK HOW TO DONT REPLY A PERSON MSG!YU SHULD NOE DAT!IT KILLS ME KAY!
reali!juzhack care this shitand pls...dont quarrel wif me anymore meihx..pls....Our brother and sister relationship.. take 1 year to overcom some conflicts..so pls...dont do it again...it hurts to loose yu idk why...Missing yu~25th~
Thursday, October 28, 2010, 11:15 PM
Finally back to posting...This few months.. nth go smoothly...Yu can say i get over her...but then.. juz sometimes..when flash back come bak...i still will feel shag..lyk want to cry lyk dat..lyk juz now.. almost cry...lucky nat meihx meihx scold me... make me realized she dont worth it yea..Okok...so i admit... the whole relationship is my fault..but ending it... juz lyk dis..to me is a pity..to yu..mayb yu now enjoying yur life barhx..Hope i can enjoy too..trying to act happy when yu are around..i will never let yu noe the real feeling i hab inside..but if yu closed yur eyes.. and use yur butt to thinkwe both noe it broken~..now hoping to fix it back asap..so tired of relationship...mayb not gonna hab it so soon...now all i want is...get yu out of my mind~completely!
