Get Lost Pls!~

Bak from thailand..
well saturday...
at hua hin hotel check out..
dhen all the way go to bangkok
once again another 3 hours boring trip...
zzzz..
so..
reached bangkok...
check in the hotel
outside look lyk shit..
inside omg..
so nice
still got condom worhx
it is placed on the middle of the room
derhx table
60 butt
so around 2 plus sg dollar
erm... 4 condoms if i not wrong..
lols..
saded no wireless..
Lols..
hmm...
sunday...
went platinium..
buy alot of clothes.
i wan buy their hoodie
but
DEIR SIZE CANT FIT ME..
AM I SO BIG SIZE!!!
OR THAI PPL ARE SMALL SIZE!!???
ok nbm
went mbk..
a shopping mall sell alot of modern thingy...
my cuz went missing.
Lols...
lucky he clever will walk around to find us
cauz he noe we seperate..
so many ppl
serach forhx him
sure can find him derhx..
Lols..
so after that went to hab thai massage..
omg so shoick
Hahasz...
Lols
then..
went to eat curry crab..
well known derhx worhx...
nice
their curry
mix egg derhx
so shoick..
hahasz..
then 2 plus sleep
today..
went mbk after breakfast
download new psp game
hahasz..
then went airport..
eat thripple whopper again
until now
i burp
still can
smell the chesse of the burger.
Lols...then sit
plane
come bak sg..
Lols..
then eat dinner
then dota..
dhen blog..
Lols!!!.
ok end post lerhx..

wad if i tell u..
will u even care??
cauz i noe ur heart inside got 1 ppl more important dhen any ppl
but he juz don appreciate it dat all..
how i wish i was dat guy..

while..
currently in thailand posting..
hahasz..
these few days.
dont reali enjoy myself these 3 days...
dont reali noe y..
i guess becauz..
i miss alot of peeps barhx...
sianz...
ok wednesday..
went to airport at 11 plus
plane take off at 1245..
in de end delay until 1300
around 1450 reached thailand..
so bored.. siahx
lucky earpiece saved de day..
worst is..
reached lerhx
bangkok
take a 3 hours van trip to hua hin..
dhen reached lerhx eat seafood
hahasz..
dhen ton wif my bro..
thursday..
breakfast too small
so go the nxt door buger king
Lols
eat thripple whooper..
so dam fucking big..
and singapore still dont hab worhx..Lols..
then go...
alot of place.
but i lyk most is
monkey temple.
Lols
dop dam many monkey..
Lols..
at first kinda scared..
Lols
...
then night market..
then today.
went floating market..
hahasz...
ok larhx too much info..
hmm..
tmr changing hotel..
so i will try to log in and post smth..
end post lerhx..
MISS YU GUYS...

Shuld i tell u i l0ved u...
i m sure this is no longer a crush..
it been so long..
the feelings...
i noe is abit deeper lerhx..
i think i dont tell u barhx..

While.. tmr going to thailand..
well idk if it is fun..
but i will enjoy myself..
Lols..
wow this post is short
so today
went play lan
wif jj and smc..
Lols
..
dhen went go macdonald
ok larhx
this afternoon de dota wif them reali is so funny
the 3 of us
laugh until we went home
so de joker of day
is de 3 of us..
plus a garena friend we met..
Pro smth
Lols.
he joke wif us..
ok larhx end post lerhx..
miss yu guys..
and dota..

Ok lak of post..
tell u smth cute..
thursday cannot post becauz
at 3.pm..
i was so engrossed in dat dota match
SUDDENLY DC..
I GET SO FUCKED UP
I WHACKED DE LCD..
CUTE RITE
SPOILT
LOLS!
hmm
so friday..
the com repairer..
which is my mum friend
came to take the com to go repair..
hmm..
supposed to go out wif tong dey all larhx..
but cancelled...>.>
so i went out
wif 1 and only
JJ!!!
Lols
ok not funny..
Zzz..
hmmm..
he peihx me dota siahx
of couse i blanja
after dat..
went to eat mac
dhen go home..
Zzz...
so dat friday...
nite
de come repairer say com is rdy
he will bring it to my house block below
i go take..
omg i was lyk
it was fast
i was thinking dat until today dhen will end..
but i get bak at dat nite..
fast..
Hahasz..
thn came to saturday..
hmmm....................
at first jun ask me go out to help him buy clothes.
but he cancelled
bo gib reazon..
Lols..
dhen....
whole day dota..
hahasz...
PLAY UNTIL NOW NECK PAIN BODOH!!.
Zzz..
dhen go out wif my parents..
eat finished banquet still eat subway
warhx
i was lyk full..
hahasz..
dhen shop
dhen come home
dhen dota
dhen blog..
wow
so bored..Zzz.
and the post is short although it is 3 days..
Zzzzzzzzz...
dat is y i fail f and n...
Zzz..
dk how to elaborate
hahasz...X_X
ok larhx end post lerhx..
too much dota today..
tmr will be more
yippie..
oh btw..
i cnt go nxt friday ps..
overseas
hope u guys hab fun...>.>
wait is today 21st..
fuck!!!..
time flys!!!..
8 mths.. ok'
i think i shuld stop counting
i dont think is intresting liaohx..
the more i count
the more i noe how fast time flies...
Lols...
So grab the chance
bla bla bla..
Lols..
k reali end post..
nitez..

Sup..
bak to posting..
hmn..
i think jj and rayner.. went to find work today
if nxt week bo go overseas
mayb i go wif them lerhx..
sianz..
nbm
whole day at home
dota lorhx..
play wif smc whole day
...
reali larhx
play wif him
cheer up my day...
always..
he kinda a joker..
Lols...
Today..
reali nth much more to do lorhx..
hiax..
so lucky today nbr think too much
too much joke lerhx
hahasz..
ok end post lerhx..

Hey..
bak to posting..
last day of re-test
didnt celebrate.
cauz no time marhx..
nid go home cut hair..
pua sianz..
Today..
Re-exam paper...
is more diff then EOY..
all of us was lyk stun tio..
hahasz..
Hmm..
me jj and zhi cheng
hide notes at toilet
in de end none of us go..
idk y..
Lols...
So after skool..
slak around..
went home..
hahasz...
joke siahx play wif smc dota..
cmf is whole day laughter..
hahasz...
0_0...
cried... this afternoon.
idk y...
tears juz rolled down....
i think..
i still....
dont belived....
a person can changed
juz withn 2 weeks..
changed tottaly
even the attitude towards me..
the coldnes...
donoe how to elaborate....
i seems to be not care..
but i will cry..
idk how she changed into lyk dat..
if dat de way she is she is trying to tell me..
that is not the her i noe her be4...
i reali dk..
wad happen..
but things will get worst..
i reali cant stand her attitude towards me.......
i think my jiehx is rite...
and i dont want tell u all wad she said
cauz wad she said
i wan to keep it confidential too me....
Hey!!!!!!!!!!!
y am i sad.....
ok
so after that
go cut hair
wow.
so boring.....
stupid traffic jam
make me so late go home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
Zzz..
ok larhx
i go sleep lerhx..
after all...
If u reali think we are still lyk last time......
i can tell u this show is gonna end soon....
and it is not a happy ending though...
soon..
wad we hab is memory...
mayb u are right..
i am juz ur......
not ur....
wad forhx
i care so much.....
Yupps..
those words hurt...
but.....
i will get over you!...
and wont let u hurt me anymore...
AND SENG YAN BIN
U DARE TO SAY THIS THINGS INFRONT OF ,ME
OR INSULT ME WIF THIS
I SWEAR
I CRY INFRONT OF UR FUCKEN CHI BAI FACE.!!!!
DONT BELIVED
TRY ME....!!!

Hahasz..
today..
ended extend ciriculium...
so happy...
Lols...
after skool.
kinda miss.. all my jiehx...
and 1 niece
ZZz..
of course larhx...
2 months..
hahasz..
i promised i willl go sec 4 ok???
Hahasz...
sianz..
after skool
went kai siang house..
Lols...
me jj and zhi cheng and yee ming
decide to walk..
>.>
hu noe..
it rains...
Lols..
yee ming got umbrella..
me jj and zc rush all de way...
ciggrate halfway throw lerhx..
wasted..>.>
Hahasz...
dhen...
went ks house
all wet..
hahasz....
ks house renovate..
Lols..
v nice....
watch them play dota...
watch the pros play
hahasz...
i sit down and do nth...
Lols..
dhen after that went home..
sianz....
i realized....
There is a fucking problem wif me......
Zzz.....
i donoe how to explain but...
is kinda lyk....
Jealous..
i get it eazily..
hmmm......
muz change hahasz..
^_^..
if not things will turn ugly 1 day...
k end post lerhx..>.>

Hmm...
so
today...
lucky i nbr cry...
reali....
mayb is improving lerhx...
hahasz..
ok..
so after skool
went home
hab 3 hours of tution
trust me when its over.
i was lyk so dam glad...
Lols...
those fking maths tiered my brain!.
Hahasz...
So...
wad i wan to say was???
no idea...
Lols......
juz post becauz today got that tution...
Lols...!!
>.>
Hope tmr will be a fun and fine day forhx me..

Hmmm..
today reali cmi!!!!!!!!!!!..
i cried infront of so many fucking freinds.!!!!!
arhx....
pain.......
lucky my jiehx keep comfort me..
she reali cheer me up
oh vanessa oso...
hahasz..
without both of them..
i think my crying will not stop...
ok so went check my spine..
realized dat de gurl infront of me
is intrested wif me or smth...
keep staring
Lols..
both our parents.. dere
so cannot ask for number
hahsz.
1 think for ssure
regret bo take
she is one hot little thing
even my mum agree.
Lols
she went off still smile and wave goodbye too me..
hahasz
my mum was shoick
dhen the gurl mum diaoz me..
Lols...
Hahasz..
my spine ok larhx..
bo improve or diprove lorhx..
hahasz...
ok end post larhx..
reali thanks to them my mood will be dis good
reali.. hahasz...

Bak to posting..
Hmm..
days are sianz..
today
f and n
boring....
hiax
So went play bb after skool
juz add meihua onli...
Zzz...
so was fun
realized my 3 point reali reali cmi..
Zzz.
dhen went outside skool play tai ti
hahasz.
feel so sad for jj bodohs
he was taking a... ciggrate..
dhen..
a aunnty walk pass.
hu is
his mum friend
0_0...
Zzz..
dhen she
say
wo gen ni mummy jiang..
dhne jj..
Zz...
ok don bother..
he dont bother actutally
Lols...
ok went home..
read newspaper.
ccb.
forced derhx.
dhen mood was disturb!!!!!!!!!!
i already..
don wan...
to....
care wad she wan to do lerhx..
i reali cant do anything.........
It is still winter pls understand..
it willl nbr turn summer unless.
she gib up........on...
dhen l8r will winter again.
is juz a cycle.......
u noe...
so u guuys......
stop asking lerhx.....

Well today..
do not seem to be a happy day too me..
dont feel lyk explaining
...
got 2 things..
1st is fucking f and n.
lan jiao..
tmr tio meh again...
2nd thing..
i dont feel lyk explaining
juz wan to say
Hi Winter..
Bye summer..
again...
coldness run thru my soul......
i think i reali nid to forget abt it..
i promised i wont interupt abt that thing lerhx
and i wont....
So jealous abt jj.....
he hab everything i don hab...
how i wish i was him..
even today bb
also lose to him
juz onli can defend
cannot attack him
well..
wad can i say..
everypoint oso good at me...
bo bian....
I Lose lerhx..
today bb was fun though.
hahas.
play until halfway
rain
sianz
i was juz taking out my clothes for 5 mins!!!
Zzz.
thn express girl keep staring at me..
and.. rayner
lyk they nbr see some guys bo wear shirt lyk dat..
Zzz..
but nbm
hahasz..
then after that went block
play dai ti..
hahasz..
i so happy..
siahx
i juz be shuffler..
i ask them to love me more
their card will be more
colourfull.
hahasz...
ok larhx
so today mood.
wasent tottaly ruin
still happy after alll..
Hahasz.
k end post lerhx..
i think yan bin is extinct from my blog liaohx..
dk wad happen
Lols..

Y......
This world...
did someone speak the truth to me??
sometimes i feel lyk everybody in de wrold is lieing to me.
then y am i so stupid go listen??
lies hurt
....
don nid say so much
i tought it shuld be a good day todae
turn out..
heartbroken again..
ok today...
after skool
go find tong and yan ye..
then joey came
then choose 1
don wan elaborate..
continue it make me feels hurt..
So after that follo jj go city plaza
de royal
find ks, zhi cheng and deon
dhen play dota..
hahasz.
i l0ve it...
not bad
hahasz.
after that went to macdolands
see zhi cheng eat meal
we all eat ice-cream
Hahasz.
then go home
kanna scold by parents
hahas used to it lerhx..
Hahasz..>.>
then went home play dota...
then was ruined by some msg...
heartbroken again..
don wan elaborate seriously
i juz tell myselft nbr belived ppl that eazily lerhx..
So guys pls don lie to me..
pls tell me the truth!!!!!!!!!!
i wan de truth
no suddenly say this
then after that this
UNDERSTAND SENG YAN BIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok not onli him
but he lie to me most
so i say his name
ps..
hope this things nbr effect anything
i juz typing wif anger now..
And sadness.
Lols..!
okl byes..

Ok to that spammer..
pls put ur name..
i wan to noe either u are noel
or other ppl...
don be so hum go put
wad name
guest its still ok
but fucking chi bai name
spamming name
dont hum larhx
juz put...
Nbm...
its v cute derhx siahx..
the guest actually help me scold that guy still kid
or he ownslef scolding himself???
Lols...
ok...
so today
play basketballl
hmm
3 pointer deproved alot..
hahasz...
then slack slack when home
went 325 eat wif parents
juz enter so many band members
all was lyk looking at me
Zzzz...
ok...
Hahasz..
my fucking dad wan me to read newspaper
i nbr watch juz now
tio scolding liaohx
hahasz..
tmr
strt reading
0_0
nerdy nerdy me..
Hahasz..
End post lerhx..
The past is de past i donwan hear abt it anymore.

So..
wad can i say...
she love him more..
everybody noe..
how i wish she noe wad i meant
everytime i explain
tears will roll down and
all this tears juz became another burden to me..
i tot i love her...
in de end i lover her more..
Y does my fucking heart keep being played
tears keep rolled down..
i may look happy
but i not..
inside was de stress me
thinking of hu i wan to choose
thinking of hu i think will be better then me
but
do u noe..
i actually donoe hu i gonna choose..
i dont want to type anymore..
tears rolled and rolled.
juz to fucking noe hu i gonna choose
is worst then homework..
i always being so happy
no matter wad i do..
but not today
expeciaaly now.,.
heart is lyk broken
again...
cauz i noe..
is all a fake..
both of them are juz using their hua yuan qiao yu
juz to let me think of hu i gonna choose..
and let me tell u de answer...
i not gonna be seriosu wif the answer i gib
cauz in my pont of view
THEY ARE JUZ PLAYING
A GAME
I DONOE WAD DEY NAME IT
BUT THE PRIZE IS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that my point of view!~~
LYK IT NOW~~!!!!??????

Hiax...
Ok i do realized that smth is wrong..
But neither way
i cant help both sides either
all i can do..
is to juz see them cont caps on their blogs scolding each other..
Reali..
How i wish i can split into 2 and divide myself
1 her 1 her..
seriously
as i promised i will hab time for u both
And am i dat popular!!!??
But 1 thing for sure..
I reali wan to stay friends wif u 2
and stop spamming each it other blog lerhx..
i tried not to be de middle man anymore..
Reali..
i don wan to be the reason y!!
understand!!!
Hahasz..
Ok....
Ok... now i noe this is lame..
ZZZZZZZ..
so let tok abt today..
hahasz..
today my mum
ask ppl paint wall
i whole day hide inside my room
and worst my mum thought i mustarbuating
cauz first time close door
wtf....
Zzzzz...
Reali
v..
Zzzz...
Then
whole afternoon bo used com
I MISS DOTA LYK FUCK!.
Ok dhen go old airport road eat
then came home
then play dota
ok to be extact
i tio own
Lols..
Ok...
Wifey.. Hubby loved u!!.. Miss ya too...!!