Fuck today?
im serious..
i gonna fuck it hard.
so today pe.
play handball
lalala me be keepr
clean shit
but keep letting ppl score
haix...
dhen nbm shutter run
10.8
not bad sio..
me use my middle speed run
dhen i puroposly jump..
dhen delay the time.
HAIX..
then after thing get worst.
I NOE IT MY FUALT.
i noe i caused all this shit.
And i noe it over soon.
i use my butt
see oso will noe.
haix...
Seeing how much i hurt her..
hurt me more..
i reali shuldnt hab lied...
juz becauz to avoid quarrel..
i lied.
now backfired.
everything i do always backfired.
idk y.
..
I noe....
wadeva i say now will be pointless.
cauz...
i dont think she even seeing.. anything..
Haix,..
i noe it over..
but i tell yu wad i gonna do okay?
me not gonna break lyk anybody else said
in fact
i gonna do all i can to fucking patch this relationship
idc if in the end i fail..
idc..
i juz gonna do all i can
show her i still love her..
show her i still miss her..
show her mayb things not that complicated as she thinks..
cauz wadeva i do...
i seriously..
i not thinkiing abt it..
i always lose smth thn regret it.
ME DONT WANT TO LOOSE HER
IDC HOW MUCH IT CAUZ.
so went play pool...
i not playing good at all
i juz playing lyk a noob
worst then a noob
then play dota
lyk shit
thn go home kanna kan by parents
then i hit the wall
they diam diam...
ok,...
so i end post lerhx..
dont want continue lerhx...
I love you baby...
i miss you baby..
i was wrong baby...
Forgive me....
not now..not tmr..not this week..mayb not nxt week..
juz forgive me... asap..
will be waiting forhx yu.. until its over...
muacksz~

